i juz got the worst new ever...it's like a nightmare to me...i'm sure it going to haunt me forever...i feel so small, so naive bout this world...suddenly i juz feel like been stranded to a different world...am I dreaming or what...oh GOD, please help me...give me such courage to move on...

one thing for real...i juz hope we never knew each other...i juz hope ( ? ) not exist in this world...i should accept the fact tht everything happen for a reason...but not on this...tht foolish mistake can be avoided...damn ( ? )...

i rather had someone with no brain and beauty to a pig-headed fellas...for all prays over you throughout the years been paid back with misdeed...oooh what a waste...i hope i can forget ur past...and gives ( ? ) some space to change...

so life is unpredictable...i dunno wat goin' to happen next...wish my life always been blessed by ALLAH...