im back...maybe for temp time...im thinking of starting a new blog...im counting to my dearest kezen kak anne...yeah...im waitin'...hope u'll keep ur promise gurl...new layout for my astonish brand new blogging space...*wink*
yeaay...its been long time i not drop any words ere...bz?...mmm...dunno...but i have my own excuses...which i not want to discuss further...
at this moment...i need to spill out my mind...and this the only place i can think of...my long lost abandon blog...hahahah....
updating bout me :
-now im working...
-also taking nihon class during night time (moshi...moshi1)....
-craze of baking...
-banker of non profit org (my worst nightmare)...

Hi guys...thanx for dropping at my blog...at last I'd chance to blog again...Before I move on. i want to wish all of you 'Selamat Hari Raya'...how's raya...for me tak macam time kecik2 dulu...time tu kita yang ulur tangan mintak angpow...la ni kita yg ulur angpow plak...then lotsa open house to go...and also wedding invitations...biasala kan cuti-cuti sekolah gini...

sorry guys...i wished i had all the time in life to blog...and i didn't think so i'm going to get it...i had this 9 months to get through...before i can have my own life back....arghhhhh...
hope u guys will continue blogging...please feel free n' easy to drop n' tag sumthin' on my blog...i do appreciate it..u can also emel me at burpberries@yahoo.com...
miss u guys sooooooo much...

haiyahh...i already 24...and still hadn't experienced lotsa things...i hope i got all time in this world to do that...*wishing*

and to anyone who had /will celebrate their birthday...happy birthday guys...many happy return...don't worry 'bout the number...live out ur life...

FYI, i had completed my orientation week...my legs still numb...my head dizzy *sleepyhead*...due to pack schedule plus the continuous walking from the hostel to hall then surau then cafeteria then field...which i remembered did it like 2 years back in Penang...and the SENIORS who are younger than the new intakers...act like *****...huhhh...no more words 'bout the week...5 days just enuff...stop...

the best thing was i'd stranded in middle of nowhere...so i cannot online la...i guess i had to be strong for 1 year...wish me luck...

i juz got the worst new ever...it's like a nightmare to me...i'm sure it going to haunt me forever...i feel so small, so naive bout this world...suddenly i juz feel like been stranded to a different world...am I dreaming or what...oh GOD, please help me...give me such courage to move on...

one thing for real...i juz hope we never knew each other...i juz hope ( ? ) not exist in this world...i should accept the fact tht everything happen for a reason...but not on this...tht foolish mistake can be avoided...damn ( ? )...

i rather had someone with no brain and beauty to a pig-headed fellas...for all prays over you throughout the years been paid back with misdeed...oooh what a waste...i hope i can forget ur past...and gives ( ? ) some space to change...

so life is unpredictable...i dunno wat goin' to happen next...wish my life always been blessed by ALLAH...

welll...i already missed one interview at govt inst yesterday...i tried my best to be there...but as i woke up a bit late...ended up myself in traffic jam for at least 1 hour...and i just had 10 minutes left to be on tht place,which normally took at least 45 minutes journey....so i decided to turn back and made a journey to city center...honestly, i didn't regret bout it...the job not for me...let other ppl have it...

today, lotsa things need to be settled up before i left for good...few of my colleagues came to me this morning to ask bout my resignation...they just heard it from other dept...huh, i'm going to miss them...but life must go on...

happy new year guys...
i juz feel like blogging back...it doesn't meant tht my mission had accomplished...within the time i juz realized tht i got a life...but not a perfect one...

and for year 2004, i've got lotsa wish to make...maybe one day i'm goin' to list it out...so i'll know which need to be wish for next year...

today is my 2nd day at work after 1 week off...still in holiday mood...no raya mood...i'm juz sooooo tired+bored+hate of my previous+current life...ooohhh please help me...

due to the continuous 'down'ness of my life, i'm going to take a break from this blogging thing till I find my life back...in the meantime i'm going to be observer-like bloggers...peeping other ppl blog and tagging my msg...coz I already lost my life and I need some input to figure it out...

from now on, i'm off to 'MENCARI KEHIDUPAN'...Hope I get it soon....

Selamat Hari Raya Semua! Maaf Zahir & Batin